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Thursday, January 19, 2006
I am so disappointed with the world. I am so disgusted by humanity. What's so fun about backstabbing people at their backs? Why such lukewarm attitudes? Just when misunderstandings happen, all our backs are turned against each other.. Where's that "team spirit" that we are suppose to instill?
I dont understand why our imperfections take control of us, and it affects the ones around us too. Working would only be a joy if we appreciate what others do for us and at the same time, have the initiative to help them back. How i wish we could all laugh, joke and be like closest friends since we are colleagues and see each other almost everyday.. How i wish that we could all sympathize with each other, make ourselves feel comfortable and not worry about whether i'd be your best friend today, and your enemy tml.
Why all the gossip? Why say things that would hurt someone else? Why cant we make things easier for our superiors because, regardless of their positions, they're our friends too.
Humanity.. How would humanity define love? We're all of the same species.. So why is there a need to create war? People fall in love, and indeed it is a beautiful thing. But how do we keep this love alive and burning? We are in love, but time is like a barrier that could extingiush that burning flame. I love hearing your voice. I love seeing your smile. But then again, i hardly get to see you display them. You would say, Urgh! Work is tiring.. She doesnt listen to me, he doesnt help me.. and you think im not listening. But truth be told, it aches inside and it aches even more when i realise i couldnt do anything to help you.
I could write poems and songs. Sing them out loud like nobody cares.. But would anybody want to hear them?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
At least my creativities satisfy me and i smile when i write about you.
I will be trying my best to keep this smile on our faces. Always telling myself that positivity will keep that flame burning. Open up to me so i know that you really want this to work. When i say "I LOVE YOU", would you smile? When i say i meant it, would you smile even more? It is not easy to love because all of us are afraid of rejections. I am afraid to take that step too.. Humanity. To me, It's STRANGELY BEAUTIFUL. 5:19 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I am so disappointed with the world. I am so disgusted by humanity. What's so fun about backstabbing people at their backs? Why such lukewarm attitudes? Just when misunderstandings happen, all our backs are turned against each other.. Where's that "team spirit" that we are suppose to instill?
I dont understand why our imperfections take control of us, and it affects the ones around us too. Working would only be a joy if we appreciate what others do for us and at the same time, have the initiative to help them back. How i wish we could all laugh, joke and be like closest friends since we are colleagues and see each other almost everyday.. How i wish that we could all sympathize with each other, make ourselves feel comfortable and not worry about whether i'd be your best friend today, and your enemy tml.
Why all the gossip? Why say things that would hurt someone else? Why cant we make things easier for our superiors because, regardless of their positions, they're our friends too.
Humanity.. How would humanity define love? We're all of the same species.. So why is there a need to create war? People fall in love, and indeed it is a beautiful thing. But how do we keep this love alive and burning? We are in love, but time is like a barrier that could extingiush that burning flame. I love hearing your voice. I love seeing your smile. But then again, i hardly get to see you display them. You would say, Urgh! Work is tiring.. She doesnt listen to me, he doesnt help me.. and you think im not listening. But truth be told, it aches inside and it aches even more when i realise i couldnt do anything to help you.
I could write poems and songs. Sing them out loud like nobody cares.. But would anybody want to hear them?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
At least my creativities satisfy me and i smile when i write about you.
I will be trying my best to keep this smile on our faces. Always telling myself that positivity will keep that flame burning. Open up to me so i know that you really want this to work. When i say "I LOVE YOU", would you smile? When i say i meant it, would you smile even more? It is not easy to love because all of us are afraid of rejections. I am afraid to take that step too.. Humanity. To me, It's STRANGELY BEAUTIFUL.
Reach my prismic soul.
The Girl
Eva Marie
aka Black Samara.
Hatefully Twenty-one.
Musician
Drummer
Vocalist
Writer
Giggist
Poet.
Loves
Mozerella cheese
Mee sua
Meiji plain crackers.
Music
Screamm
Guitars
Drumming
Singing
Rocking out.
Chilling at Starbucks/Spinelli
Goofing around.
Black eyes.
Black nails.
Black heart.
Hates
Cucumbers
Dog food.
Posers
heart breakers.
YOU.
Unconditional Desires.
My own Orange County Drumset.
To get my diploma in music next year.
Learn double pedals.
Get Married.
Get my future parents in laws to like me.
The endless connections.
Mix the words up.
You have my thanks.
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